My Simple Diary

Nothingness

2012-01-11T00:12:00.001+08:00

Here to update my blog. Basically, life is so mundane ever since school started and my mind right now is like the background of my blog - BLANK
So besides talking about school, there is no other topic that i can think of....yea this shows the extent of mundaneness in my life right now.
Projects are growing...literally and out of nowhere...and i can foresee the state which i would look like in the near future - ZOMBIE
but before that really happens, i would like to relax and take things slow and easy....at least for now :)
Results for MST were all back....and my performance? i would say pretty alright except for my shopping mall management which i have made quite a blunder for this subject. Oh well, guess i'm not cut out to manage a shopping mall well....not that i will consider it as my career too >.<"
anyway, i would like to take this opportunity to thank those who celebrated my birthday with me as well... sorry i couldn't make it on the actual date because i had a serious sore throat
and this conclude my post for the day...i apologise for the lack in content and substance for this post O.o

20 Years Old

2012-01-03T23:39:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to me, happy birthday to me, happy birthday to MEE......happy birthday to me~

Goodbye 2011~

2012-01-01T23:05:00.003+08:00

Whenever it comes to this period of the year, there are 2 things running on my mind : "oh mans, school is reopening soon" and "oh yeah, birthday is coming"
I have been celebrating New Year with my clique for the past 3 years (4years?) without fail. And this time round seems like dimsum after countdown is our latest trend. HAHA
Nevertheless, food was great that night at Geylang. Some of us said the store opposite the street offers better dimsum but i don't know, because the food already taste awesome to me ;)
oh and i almost forgot...how can i skip directly to the activities after countdown before saying something about the events DURING the countdown??? Perhaps i'm hungry right now that's why >.<
This time round the fireworks were indeed impressive~ No more dull and ordinary fireworks but now they are constantly surprising the audience with more magnificent patterns and designs. Salute to the designers for their innovative works seriously! O.O
Unfortunately, it could have been much better without a protruding shelter blocking part of our view during this prime programme of the day...tsk!
Anyway, my resolution for this year will still be the same as previous so i think i shall not repeat again and those who understand me well enough should know as well :)
So that ends off my post for the year and once again i would like to wish everyone a Happy New Year! :D
Credits to Denise for the photos!~

Christmas

2011-12-25T22:07:00.003+08:00

The joy of giving has finally come (though i didn't prepare any gifts for anyone this year T^T)
Merry Christmas to everyone once again ^^

Christmas Eve

2011-12-24T00:28:00.001+08:00

I remember this was my favourite Christmas carol because it totally brings atmosphere of joy and festival to life. When i was younger, i used to be very excited when my parents brought me to Orchard Road every Christmas Eve as we find it a hassle to travel to town and hence we seldom visit that place.

Speaking about Christmas, although neither me nor my family members celebrate this festive season, i would still like to take this opportunity to thank my friends who have made an effort to purchase gifts for me as well as sending X'mas cards to my home. A BIG CHEERS TO YOU GUYS, BECAUSE YOU HAVE JUST MADE MY DAY THIS X'MAS :)
and sorry for being rather unprepared and thus didn't get any gifts for anyone. I realised i haven't been a great friend to any one of you this year, but i am proud to have all you awesome friends around me. Enjoy this season, enjoy this holiday and enjoy this X'mas. HAVE FUN PEEPS! HOHOHO~

Miser's Money

2011-12-22T01:13:00.003+08:00

Once again, i would like to repeat what i have previously posted.
According to Robert T. Kiyosaki, he mentioned before that money is NOT the root of all evil. It's people's greed who are causing all the evil. Money is just money. Somehow, i agree with this statement to quite an extent.
I admit that people like i do always complain about not having sufficient money. But in actual fact, perhaps i just do not want to part with the cash that i currently have, and that makes me a......let's see.....a miser? O.o
On the other hand, i love saving up my money. In his video, Mr T.Kiyosaki states that "Savers are losers" because winners do not leave their money stationary but instead use it to reinvest so as to obtain a higher liquidity. Therefore, that makes me a big loser because i have been saving up my cash ever since i was born.

So in conclusion, i feel that i am a big-time loser-miser! >.<"

My Dream

2011-12-06T00:10:00.001+08:00

For today's post, there is an urge for me to share something after all the stress accumulated from studying for my MST papers.
Let me tell a little bit about my childhood dream. As a child, my parents used to emphasise on studying hard and getting a certificate hence leading to getting a good job (assumably).
So during my childhood, i have been aiming and dreaming to enrol myself into a local University under adults' influence, where that will be my ultimate and self-actualising goal.
And up till now, i still did not give up the hope of being able to squeeze my way in and get a place in the University, even though i know that my results are not up to the school's standards and criteria for acceptance.
In Polytechnic, people used to say that once you screw yourself up in one of the years in your academy, there goes the opportunity of admitting into a local U.
And true to certain extent, that saying applies, even to people around me. To share with everyone, i did screw up my GPA in Year 1 prolly because i wasn't able to adapt to the modules in my course.
However, giving up is not the solution because i always believe that once you commit yourself to doing something, giving your best shot and seeing it all the way till the very end, you will succeed somehow even though you will meet obstacles along the way.
And that's what i'm doing currently, by trying hard to pull up my grades. I do not care what other people say. Local University is my dream. I do not know if i am able to succeed or not, but i'm not giving up until the end.
So this applies to everyone! Do not give up your aspirations or your goal that easily just because you meet a couple of setbacks! Even if you didn't manage to succeed, at least you have attempted it and tried your best before :)
On the other hand, i really really seriously hate attention-seeking whores who claim that they are worried that they couldn't get into a university even though they always obtain very high grades >:(

Incident

2011-11-24T00:56:00.001+08:00

Argh! sorry for the lack of updates due to my neverending projects, presentations and submissions which kept me so busy for the past few weeks!
Anyway, i am publishing this post because of an incident which i feel ought to be changed and improved.
So allow me to share this short yet infuriating incident with you guys.
During this busy/crazy/stressful week as mentioned, i was at AMK Hub having lunch with my groupmates before heading off to conduct our MMIT survey. And while i was queueing up to buy my meal, there were 2 'hooligans' in front of me. One had a tattoo on his left thigh, the other had his hair dyed yet both seemed to be younger than me. however, despite their appearance, that hadn't affected me in any ways...
But what truly infuriated me as a bystander, was that they had to give such a lousy/poor attitude to the staff even when she smiled at them and asked if they would like to put their bowls on the same tray.
One of them even gave the irritated look on his face, and replied "YES" in such a tone as if someone had offended him.
PLEASE....others are giving you scums a great service so that you can enjoy your meals, not because they owe you money or anything...do not take them for granted because you guys are worth nothing but no brainers trying to act big in front of others, who are trying so hard to make a living and yet they are giving you a warm smile and asking you in a polite manner. Nothing revolves around you so what you can fucking do is to at least reply in a better and friendlier manner and thank them for preparing the bowl of your dog food and displaying them on your tray. Perhaps in the future when you do not have a proper qualification and let the cruelty of the society consume you instead, that's when i can truly believe that karma has proven itself worthy of punishing you bastards.

Just Another Random Thought

2011-11-13T00:56:00.000+08:00

My first random thought:

Ok...i think it's appropriate only if girls camwhore with one another and post it in their blogs and not for the guys. But i shall share this anyway since this is the one and only photo i have taken with this friend back in secondary 2. For trolls out there who think that i'm a gay for posting my friend and i online, so sorry but i'm not because i just wanted to share something about my life with everyone reading this blog.
A little history of me....i used to be very hot-tempered in the past, and i loved using fist to settle disputes with others. That explains why i got into 2 fights back in secondary 1, and got beaten up during my primary school days where a minor and meaningless conflict could actually enrage me. Sigh....those were the days ;)
i could remember throwing my fist right in my classmate's head just because he said something insulting to me. But let's not get started on how the fighting took place. -.-"
Fortunately, i met this friend, his name is Hans and because we lived nearby each other, so we used to walk home together. In contrast, he never use violence, not even once at all as far as i know. It is him that allow me to see another side of life and he changes my mindset of using violence to settle disputes. He has a warm and caring family like most of us do. But what's more surprising is, unlike any other older siblings who love to bully and quarrel with their younger ones, he told me that he seldom does that because his siblings love and take good care of one another. True indeed, i can see that his elder brother and sister behave differently from others because the moment when i stepped into his house, both of them welcomed me like no other friends' siblings would have done.
From that moment, i know that i have met a great and worthy friend whom i can learn alot from.
Although he is becoming more and more geeky nowadays, i'm glad that we are still keeping in touch even after we have separated from our class since secondary 2 and taking a different course in SP. I doubt he would visit this blog, or even realise that he has impacted my life, but nevertheless, i would like to thank him once again for without him, i can't imagine how i would've become today.

Correction

2011-11-12T10:56:00.001+08:00

Even though i am not strong in my english foundation, i hate errors in my sentences, so i will make an effort to go back to my previous post just to correct it if i found any. Does it occur to anyone of you as well? :/

1111

2011-11-11T16:42:00.001+08:00

Today is a historical date, ok...not some important occasion which is worth celebrating for, but today is 11 Nov, 2011, which spells out 11/11/11 in our calender. These perfect 1 will occur only in the next 100 years from now, so we are considered lucky to be living in this era to experience this so called perfect date.
While many couples choose this date to get married, others rumoured that making a wish at exactly 11.11am will alllow their wishes to come true. Believe it or not, well, no harm giving it a try :)
anyway, sorry readers for the lack of updates. In fact, during this lull period there's alot of random thoughts up my mind which i can share with all. So do check back soon and hopefully i can hit at least 30 views a day in my blog ;D
have an awesome weekend!

Lesson to be Learnt

2011-11-07T10:03:00.001+08:00

Went cycling with a large group of friends. The initial destination was Clarke Quay, so during our journey, we were required to cycle pass the carpark at Stadium when suddenly a driver, thought it was an empty straight road, travelled at some 80km/hr along the narrow pathway. WHO DA FUCK TRAVELS AT THIS SPEED IN THE CARPARK?!?!!?
Just as i was about to turn, it totally caught me off-guard. Fortunately, unlike those ordinary dramas where you see the leads to be stunned on the spot and stand rooted on the grounds where the oncoming vehicle was approaching before the accident takes place, i actually grabbed my handle and pulled it back immediately >.<"
I swear that was one of the most traumatising incident to me. Although it wasn't to the extent that would cause a fatal accident, the front of my bike (handle) could have been smashed, not saying the front bumper of that chap's car, so think about the amount of compensation to be made.... What's more pissing was that the driver horned, but didn't get off the vehicle to check the welfare of the pedestrian. Instead, he pointed out his middle finger with his both hands. Well, i wouldn't claim that it wasn't my fault totally, but i felt that we should share part of the faults for his reckless driving as well as my carelessness and negligence.
And for the rest of the journey, we decided to change the route back to Changi Village because it was too dangerous to continue cycling due to the narrow pathway.
So moral of the story - Safety first, never bring a group of friends to cycle to Clarke Quay unless it's with my cycling buddies (Y)(Y)(Y)
While on the other hand, at least the journey was quite fun (to Changi Village) because i got to meet new friends along the way, and we chatted for quite abit hehehehehe :)

Come To Think of It

2011-10-31T23:10:00.000+08:00

Come to think of it, i want to go back to the old times - where everyone around me was best friends, i didn't know the meaning of either hate or dislike, people seemed so friendly and pure, no boy-girl relationship shit or problems for me, no awkwardness between people whom i haven't met for years; all i had was me, games, anime and more anime. #Thosetimes

Mundane Weekend

2011-10-24T00:53:00.004+08:00

Hey peeps, perhaps it's due to the casual drinking session with friends at Yellow Jellow on Friday, which has made me quite lazy for the following days. That is why i'm staying at home for the past 2 days, doing nothing besides completing what's left over of my GTA IV on my pc.
So during this unproductive weekend, there was nothing particularly interesting happening, and i'm quite lazy to think of a topic to blog about even though there are so much more random thoughts from my mind which i can't decide to talk about.
So that's all for this post, will update a more meaningful post the next time ok? :)

Worried

2011-10-22T01:37:00.003+08:00

Today the moment i reached home, i saw my mom in the kitchen. She complained of a terrible blocked nose, and she felt blockage at her chest after consuming penadols. Furthermore, she said once she visited a massage centre and one of the staffs told her that her stomach wasn't very well-functional.
Now she's resting in the bedroom, and what i could do for her is only to hope that her blocked nose could be cleared before she falls asleep so that she would feel better and have a more comfortable night....
DAMN she sure likes to make me worried :(

First Day

2011-10-17T21:23:00.000+08:00

School wasn't smooth on the first day for me today. I'm having a fever the night before school, which came rather unexpectedly without showing any symptoms or whatsoever.
However, i'm really delighted to see the crazy and funny classmates once again...it feels like months that we did not see one another, even though it was only a short 6 weeks, taking into account that we didn't have any class gatherings this time round.
So having said that, another new semester has begun, and i know that this time ain't gonna be easy and i can foresee that alot of problems may arise in the near future, nevertheless, we still share the same goal and it's this determination that guides anyone to success isn't it? :)

Time & Again

2011-10-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

Just how many more times must i tell myself, "I'm happy as long as she's happy with the other guy"?

Damaged Hair

2011-10-08T16:53:00.003+08:00

3 Reasons why i am diagnosed with damaged and dry hair:

I have dyed my hair 3 times, without the help of any professionals from salons or hair treatments.
Every morning before i leave for school, i used to wet my hair, then dry it with a hair-dryer switching on at full blast, then straighten it and lastly styled with wax.
I use conditioner everyday even though i am not supposed to.

Falling Sick

2011-10-07T01:11:00.001+08:00

Ok....if you guys happened to check my tweet, you should know that my laptop is down, with the sound system failing to work, start the windows loading bar alone takes 10 minutes, and the theme is reverted back to classic style. Fortunately, what's leftover is the ability to surf the net, and watch silent videos, but the laptop still seems to be breaking down anytime soon :(
oh well, hopefully it gets fully repaired before school starts ;)

Stuck

2011-10-04T01:13:00.001+08:00

Ever had this situation where you haven't met someone for a long time and when you meet up and started talking to him/her, you felt as though you don't know what to say, the awkwardness starting to rise and then comes the worst part - you started saying things without going through your brain and after you've said those words, THEN you suddenly feel it's kinda offensive, then you are slowly stuck in the decision of whether you should keep back the words which you have said by apologising, or try to salvage the situation by continuing your speech with even more screwed-up sentences?
Man i think i really suck at this because i couldn't handle this situation well, and i felt apologetic to the person whom i haven't spoken to for such a long time....gosh~

Typical

2011-10-01T13:54:00.001+08:00

Just a random picture i got it from one of my friend's blog. Somehow i agree to it.

Fruitful Month

2011-09-30T13:36:00.003+08:00

Recently, i have been inspired by not only manga drawings done by others, but i'm also inspired by beatboxers from all over the world. So i have been practising quite alot and as a result, there are alot of scars in my mouth. AND YESSSS it hurts alot >.<"
nevertheless, the pain won't stop me from continuing because there is nothing as great as doing what you are passionate about especially during the holidays where you have lots of time to spare yeah? ^^
All in all, i would say this holiday is quite a fruitful one because there is a balance in the amount of assignments (FYP), work (promoter) and play (clique, friends, club, Kbox, dinner, cycling, etc). ok...i won't say a balance in work because basically i have worked for only 4 days, but i'm still enjoying my holidays as much XD
So now i have been left with only 2 weeks :(
Man, how time flies when you are having fun...tsk tsk

Hate It

2011-09-28T13:48:00.001+08:00

I just hate it when i can't please everyone around me.

Thoughts

2011-09-23T02:47:00.001+08:00

Just a random thought...
I remember mentioning this in my previous post, which could be summarised into a single sentence:

In general, All of us fear REJECTION, want ATTENTION, crave AFFECTION, and dream of PERFECTION.

However, the true and cruel fact is, we don't live in Utopia, where everything works out just the way we wanted. Ever have this feeling of wanting to confess to someone you like so badly, yet fear of being rejected?
Sometimes, i feel that the term "Stalking" is being used too negatively among people. To me, i would not see stalking as something which irks people or cause others to feel harrassed. Instead, my definition of stalking is referred to as 'watching the person in your heart secretly, feeling internally happy and contented as long as he/she is happy with his/her life.'
I am sure many of you in general would feel happy inside when you learn that someone is secretly stalking you. Because it proves that at least you still have some worth or charm to be able to attract others.
Of course, your reaction would still be, "Ewww, stalkers are stalking me sia." However, deep down you are dying to know who your stalker is, ain't it? :)
Stalking is not entirely a crime or a sin. It's just doing it for the sake of not wanting the person to actually find out about you as you probably feel that you are not worthy for him/her, or fear that the person may avoid you upon realising it.
In actual fact, stalkers are actually miserable, as they do not have the courage to confess, yet are dying to talk to you. Therefore, we should instead tell others, "Wow, there is actually someone stalking me!"
Of course, if the person feel harrassed as the stalker is deliberately causing distress and discomfort it is totally another issue. What i want to convey is that stalking may not be an evil act. It's just because the person cares. Okay, that's all i want to say.
Anyway, putting that aside i have actually accumulated 80 million neopoints for my Neopets account!!! (Yes people, i'm not going to hide it anymore -.-") Hmmm...quite impressive considering the fact that i dreamt to earn 1 million neopoints which was deemed to be unachievable during the time when i was 11 years old. O.o

Peaceful

2011-09-22T18:59:00.002+08:00

Today is a rather cooling and tranquil day. I have been stuck in my room since morning till the rest of the day watching my korean drama. Initially, thought of going cycling, but the rain has disappointed me much because it was already planned the day before :(
Ever since the end of my job, i have been training and working out alone at home. Unfortunately, i feel that my pair 4kg dumbells ain't producing any results on my body. Despite committing to it everyday, i have yet seen any growth or improvements. It's still my same old body - skinny and full of veins =.="
Well, i think i shall end my post for the day since there isn't anything that triggers my mind to blog about anyway. Byes :)

Admit

2011-09-20T12:03:00.002+08:00

While rotting at home, i took a browse through all my previous posts, including those that are way back in 2007. Truthfully, i admit that my english in the past was ATROCIOUS. In fact, REALLY REALLY BAD. Sorry i have to use layman term to describe my horrible english and in other words, my poor english is BEYOND DESCRIPTION. =.="
So i'm really grateful to my tertiary life which has contributed largely to my improvement. Perhaps it's the limitless number of grueling reports that are forcing me to put the appropriate usage of vocabs and grammars in place.
And i have finally reduced the number of "...", as mentioned before, but now to minimal level. I admit that it's really annoying as a reader to read so many dots in the text, and it took me 4 years to realise it. HAHA! :D
anyway, i really hope that i could obtain at least some form of achievements in my academics this time round, because i have never, YES NEVER, received any recognition for my grades before. Finally, i could hold my heads up high and tell others, "My hard effort has finally paid off."

First Time

2011-09-20T03:14:00.002+08:00

First time getting such a great result. Right now, i don't know who to thank, but let's just take it that i am thanking life...thank you for changing the way how i look at things now as I will learn to be more optimistic in the future. Thank you for allowing me to see my goal. Thank you for pinning my hopes high for the coming semester. Lastly, thank you for allowing my efforts to be paid off.
THANK YOU.

Determined Success

2011-09-19T02:12:00.001+08:00

I wonder if it is just me, or does it happen to anyone of you, that i would be so motivated and inspired by successful people i come across with. Be it studies or career, i admire those who have made certain achievements in their lives, and i aspire to be like them. However, as much as i would like to, studies are always pulling me down.
Have you guys ever wondered despite a relentless amount of efforts you put in with success in mind, things always turn the opposite of what you expect it to be? This happens to me multiple times. In fact, it is so frequent that i am not surprised even if things go wrong. Perhaps this is the main factor which makes me look so pessimistic in front of others, or worried when others aren't during times like presentation or before the start of any papers.
Tuesday is the day i am getting back my results. Frankly speaking, i feel that i have put in quite an adequate amount of delligence and discipline in studying for this examination, probably so much that i feel that i deserve some credits for doing so. Really hope things would turn out to be satisfactory this time round, so that i could have the determination and power to work towards my aspirations and ultimately, my goal. \/

Wonder

2011-09-18T03:46:00.002+08:00

Sometimes, i wonder how others feel about me. While it's true that nobody is perfect, but truthfully speaking, i am rather sensitive about other's opinions. Perhaps it's just me or blaming it on ancestory genes, i am afraid that people may dislike me, for who i am or what i do. I admit that i won't be able to take it if one day my circle of friends were to suddenly outcast me due to my flaws, be it personality wise or my appearance.
That is how vulnerable i am, even though i may look happy or jubilant in front of everyone. No, i would say looking happy is merely the surface. Deep down inside, i know that i'm not funny, some of my words are offensive, and i love to judge people. Unfortunately, i was born with these flaws that ain't easy to be changed or will never change. Oh well, these are just random thoughts that usually strikes especially in a quiet night like this. Nah, i'm not being depressed, neither am i deprecating myself. But i feel that it's good to make a sudden confession once in awhile in my blog so that i won't have to keep it suffocating inside my heart.

GIANT

2011-09-17T15:55:00.001+08:00

Yesss people, i am currently watching this 2010 korean drama, titled <GIANT>. It features the times back in the 1970s where people are fighting for the contracts used in the development and construction of infrastructures for the future of South Korea. Quite a great drama, where it focuses on controversy and useful methods to do business, at the same time plotting for revenge. Felt that this drama is way under-rated, probably due to lack of "hot" or "handsome" characters in the series. However, it is still awesome as there are quite a number of twists in the story...recommend readers who aren't watching a drama just for hot guys to try it. (Y)

Slack

2011-09-17T13:54:00.003+08:00

today is a great weather for me to slack!!! omg i think i'm turning mouldy already....oh nevermind, since this is my very last long-holiday before i graduate, so better cherish it and just enjoy the rest. OH NO i am actually consoling myself for not being productive! plain stupidity... =.="

Club

2011-09-16T13:10:00.000+08:00

Went to Zirca and Rebel for the first time in my life on Wednesday (I know i am lagging alot in terms of my social life) :)))))
I swear it was damn bloody great!!! All the music + alcohol + ladies = LIFE
haha perhaps we should do this more often especially everytime after a round of hectic stress and exams in school :)

Feelings

2011-09-16T00:58:00.000+08:00

I hate the fact that whenever i am nervous talking to people, i would suddenly stutter in every word which i've said....although this condition has improved but somehow i feel that it is relapsing once again :((

Last Day of Work

2011-09-10T09:54:00.002+08:00

Last day of work....i think i am adapting to the ways of aunties and uncles...hopefully this time round is really the last time working at Bedok's bus interchange....PLEASE =__="

Pressure Job

2011-09-08T00:58:00.001+08:00

As a part-timer, i feel that throughout my experience working during the holidays, my current job is the worst so far. why? imagine having to be spammed and nagged by those aunties and uncles telling you how to promote products not once, not twice, but for 7 hours, thinking that you are not up for the job whereas they are much more experienced....
$7/hour? nah....it doesn't justify the intensed stress working under them....
imagine again.....having to do according to what they want in the midst of the chaotic crowd swarming around you, while still nagging non-stop even in front of the customers, who in turn left a negative impression that you are inexperienced and mediocre....well, i hate that feeling for nuts! >:(
and what's worst, i had to feign a smile to them and thank them in return for the guidance....PUI!
argh!!! what a hypocrite i am, but i don't think it would be better off to tell them straight in their faces that they were real annoying and pain in the ass isn't it? tsk!
ok....enough ranting....fortunately, i'm left with only 3 days...and i would usually tell myself that my ultimate goal earn the cash, and nothing else. So hopefully i am able to withstand until my job ends. And on the brighter side, even though i am highly unsatisfied with this job, i am quite pleased to know that i finished selling all the stocks today, which means there would be commission for me....weeeeeee~
SO C'MON AUNTIES AND UNCLES...LET ME PROMOTE THE PRODUCTS MY OWN WAY AND I'M A FREAKING MARKETING STUDENT....DON'T NEED YOUR GUIDANCE THAT MAKES ME FEEL LIKE A LOSER....PLEASE AND THANK YOU =.="

Hate it

2011-09-03T18:57:00.002+08:00

I disagree to this saying, "Things don't always turn up as what you wanted". Instead, i totally agree to this saying, "Things ALWAYS don't turn up as what you wanted".

Difference in Characters

2011-08-28T19:42:00.001+08:00

In school, I tend to judge a stranger's character in terms of the difference between one who drives a Mercedes which his dad bought for him, and another who drives a Proton which is bought by his own hard-earned cash.

Mundanity

2011-08-27T03:58:00.003+08:00

Planning to work during the holidays....finally.....hopefully i can get in...it's actually a job as an admin in SP, so should be fun working in school perhaps? :D

exam was pretty alright, so hopefully...as in REALLY HOPEFULLY, things can turn out right for once :)

Heard from Hans that US has experienced an earth quake, and will be expecting a hurricane to hit this Sunday, so everyone is frantically storing up water and food to counter the disaster....

When i first heard this news from him, i was like WOW....disaster....i have never experienced any disasters before....and what a productive OITP for him .....although it's not something to be proud of, but it's definitely a great experience for "Sua Ku" Singaporeans like me if we were to get hit by a hurricane...perhaps by then i would have just get swept away even before i am awed by it O.o

IAF Review

2011-08-25T22:47:00.001+08:00

Hey...i'm back...IAF paper was...er....quite ok except theories wise i know i'm screwed :X
anyway, 1 more paper tomorrow before i could take a quick rest, and after that i would be preparing myself for the last paper which will be on the next Wednesday.
and that's not all...after the exams, i would be preparing for my fyp presentation which falls on the week after next! woooo~ what a splendid poly life (Y)
ok time now is 10.46pm.....gotta get back to my mugging before my eyes can shut down on me...nights readers!

Uncertainties

2011-08-25T00:40:00.001+08:00

I'm now carrying so much uncertainties and worries about tomorrow's (today) IAF paper.
Feeling so unsure about the things which i have learnt. Some are just applying formulas without understanding what the logic behind carries. Need luck now...please...don't....screw.....me......up...... >.<"
*cross fingers*

One Piece Madness + GEEKS \m/

2011-08-23T20:19:00.002+08:00

There are so many reasons why i find One Piece as my most favourited Anime:

Humour - It's one of the top few animes which i would laugh to myself embarrassingly while watching alone
Story - Even though it has hundreds of episodes (Rumour says that it's gonna continue for another 10 years), I LOVE how the way the author match and piece the entire sequel together. An anime would suck if it only shows new characters or villains each time a new episode begins. For One Piece - NOPE, they even bring the characters out from episode 1 to the latest.
Epic - One Piece loves to exaggerate everything to amaze the readers. They tend to make every situation seems "BIGGER" which sort of provides readers the enjoyment while watching the action.

And there are many more reasons. That is why One Piece is still #1 to me. Ok....back to studying~

ps: Today's GBE paper seems moderately difficult to me. Hope i can still achieve my target.

Twitch

2011-08-21T01:26:00.000+08:00

The twitch in my left eyelid occurred again, and normally this means that it is a sign of a bad omen awaiting me.
oh well, the last time i could remember it twitching was when i did rather poorly for my IAF test.
this time round, i hope that history would not repeat itself because it is a serious major exam >.<"
haizz....better leave it to fate i guess.....

Too Kiasu

2011-08-19T01:40:00.005+08:00

My GEMS tutor came to talk to me because she noticed that i tend to be nervous when exams are round the corner....is it really that obvious? i guess she's right... i AM tensed up whenever i'm sitting for my examinations....perhaps that's the reason why i can never do well....because things just don't process right in my mind due to this so-called tension. So precisely that's why i feel that i have picked the wrong course, well, i reckon many of us think this way too...i prefer a course with more project based instead of everyday mugging for papers with a weightage that accounts for 50% of the overall! that's real insanity isn't it? >.<"

Meanwhile, just as i browsed through my Twitter, i noticed that there were actually quite a number of rants from friends about their progress in preparation for the examinations.
FYI, i have finished studying IAF and SM...what's left is a few more chapters of GBE before i'm done............ and OMG that's very very badddd :(
Why? because i feel that i'm too kiasu whenever it comes to studies, and it seems to me that i'm becoming the kind of person which i hate alot....>:(
ok...shall start changing this habit....TV & COM HERE I COME! :D

Results

2011-08-17T00:23:00.001+08:00

Looking at my GPA gives me more motivation to study harder for the coming examination (Y)

Regrets

2011-08-16T19:19:00.002+08:00

ARGH!!! after covering the entire IAF chapters thoroughly, i went back to my lousy IAF test paper to attempt the questions which i left it blank. and guess what....i actually managed to finish all within 5 minutes....FML

Study is boring

2011-08-16T00:17:00.001+08:00

Done 2 past year papers for IAF, still abit stuck here and there, but i will hang in there :)
It has been 2 consecutive days since my legs touched the ground, and i reckon it will last all the way until the exam day itself because i will be on hiatus till then >.<"
anyway, i think i shall stop for the day because i guess my brain is exhausted and drained...hopefully i'll be able to resume my GBE tomorrow *cross fingers*
so that's all for the day...BYES~

p.s Generally, a person will have more friends not because he or she is sociable, but he or she is funny.

It's Just Me

2011-08-15T11:09:00.003+08:00

If you realised and wondered why am I not talking to you or why I couldn't find any topics to start during our first meeting, you are either:

Too cool that I find it a barrier talking to you.
Too pretty / beautiful that I am too shy to talk to.

P.S: I can only communicate with people that I'm most comfortable with. Are you the one? :)

Fencers

2011-08-12T22:57:00.007+08:00

This is a photo of me (Left) during HCI Opens Fencing Championship.... I kinda miss fencing, miss my opponents, miss our winning spree, miss the actual competition ground, miss the tough and torturous trainings, and above all, miss the thick and thins which WE, as a team of PRCS fencers, went through together to earn our titles.

Anguish

2011-08-11T23:04:00.003+08:00

I'm not saying i'm good or talented in anything, neither am i showing others that i'm clever or anything because apparently i'm not, nor am i ranting in the blog just because i am unhappy with something, but I hate people who are incompetent and on knowing that, they still continue to stay in that way.

Judgement Day

2011-08-11T00:26:00.003+08:00

I tend to judge people. therefore, first impression always counts. but come to think of it, i wonder how others judge me too...

2011-08-04T23:48:00.004+08:00

Perhaps none of the poly students have seen me really flared up before...this is annoying....is this what you call freedom of speech?

2011-07-29T22:12:00.005+08:00

i don't know if it's just me or what....
Even though it's not the first time i have screwed up a paper, but i will still feel greatly disappointed with myself, the feeling is as though the world will end tomorrow anytime soon.....
darn it...at this age, i should be feeling sad over not getting into a relationship before instead....but somehow just do not know why...
and i'm feeling sick and tired of this crap.....

Lytos fast beatbox, gift for Skiller!!

2011-07-19T23:17:00.002+08:00

"So funny how people think they may judge you or your carreer, funny how they tell what you must do with your life or your music, comments like: you're always making the same beat, you're good but " SOMEONE " is so much better, what are you doing? you're white, why you wanna be a "nigga"...... so sad people, soo SADDDD." - By Lytos, International Beatboxer

(Y) (Y) (Y)

2011-07-18T01:10:00.002+08:00

I don't know how am i going to cope....2 presentations due on this Thursday...
and next Monday another presentation....i have to cancel the packing of goodies for my Walk For Children event organised by the Social Welfare just to stay at home to prepare my powerpoint slides....
felt really bad cancelling it last minute though... >.<"
Lastly before i end my post, there's this question i want to ask......can infatuation result in real love? O.o

Academics Are Boring~

2011-07-12T01:37:00.001+08:00

WOW seems like blogger has changed its entire layout~
anyway, MC results for the MST will be released tomorrow...i know that i made alot of mistakes along the way....whatever it is, just don't be a major screw up, i will be contented :)

2011-07-05T21:51:00.001+08:00

When i'm sad or moody, i beatbox

Academics Are Infuriating

2011-07-02T01:59:00.000+08:00

It's always results which makes me feel inferior isn't it?
well, guess i should stop feeling this way....it's tiring.
Instead, i should carve out a career on my own in the future and shan't depend much on academics anymore because i felt hopeless at my results even though i tried my best to pull up my GPA...i know it's impossible to let go of the dependence on results, but at least i have instilled in me this valuable integrity in putting everything i've got for my groupmates in my work which is a life-long skill, which is a value i'm most proud of, and also which the school never recognise these kinds of people prolly because the system is so result-based-oriented that these people are invisible...
Lastly, people might start asking,"But how much can your integrity fare?"
So then i shall reply,"Then how far can your results carry you?" :)

2011-06-29T13:18:00.000+08:00

As mentioned in one of my Tweets, I felt lucky that my IQ level is at least average, which falls between 90 and 109 range.
MST was manageable, but i shan't say how well am i confident of achieving because things always don't turn up what one expects isn't it? :)
left one more paper to go....perhaps it's due to the one week "confinement" at home and mugging non-stop, which makes it more relaxing today....
hmm....Marketing Communications....another memorising paper tomorrow....really hope i could get through easily...can't wait to shop >.<" *cross fingers*

2011-06-26T17:19:00.003+08:00

I think this is the only movie that shows that stalking actually works... :)
ANYWAYS......
Left one more day to mug for my MST....
oh well, after last year's hectic semester, i think i am able to overcome the stress level for MST more easily...
haha wish me luck people, bye byes~

2011-06-21T23:38:00.000+08:00

Less than one week left to study for my 3 MST papers....
after memorising for MC, doubt i could remember anything else for SM...
oh well, i think today would be a day wasted because practically Facebook and Twitter are just distracting me >.<"
argh! guess i shall stop studying for now and continue tomorrow....
GOD please bless me in terms of my performance for MST because i can't bear to see my results dropping after slogging so hard T.T

2011-06-19T02:03:00.000+08:00

Last week was an oldschool-meetup with Tat Cheong from Macau...
it's been about 2 years since we last met, so it's really great to see him again ^^
unfortunately, due to my neverending projects, i couldn't accompany him around Singapore.... :(
but anyway, i just want to thank him for the 2nd visit, and although he sees that the class is not as bonded as it once had been before, hope that he still enjoy his overall stay in Singapore ^^
hope to see you soon, my friend :)

2011-06-12T23:35:00.000+08:00

Sorry for the lack of updates.
For the past 1 week is projects+survey+more projects+more survey findings
stayed overnight at 2 of my friends' houses...2 days each....
what a crazy week.....so for my weekend i intend to reward myself by staying at home on a Saturday and watching Kunfu Panda 2 on Sunday...
the movie was quite awesome, except it wasn't as funny as the previous one.
so that's all for the updates. gotta slack more because tomorrow's gonna be projects and more projects once again.
have a nice day readers!~

2011-06-05T21:32:00.000+08:00

Thank you so much to my fellow campers. SPSWC FOC can never be fun without you guys~
and cheers to our blur-ism and our guailan-ness...
Even though it's not an overnight camp, but you guys have made the group high enough to last for 2 days :)
Incredibles Incredibles, GO! GO! GO! ~~

2011-05-30T22:15:00.001+08:00

Realised that i can't take it anymore.....it's torturing not to beatbox for even a day, especially it's something which i'm so passionate about, and something which i can't live without.
HATERS, LIKE IT OR NOT, I'M GOING TO BEAT THE FUCK OUT OF THE BOX. FOR THOSE WHO CAN'T APPRECIATE THIS ART, JUST GET THE FUCK OUTTA MY LIFE, AND FOR THOSE WHO ACTUALLY LOVES BEATBOXING, CHEERS TO YOU AND THE COMMUNITY. ~ PEACE \m/

2011-05-29T16:59:00.000+08:00

Hey whatzzzzzzup readers? :D
For this past weekend, i haven't been productive simply because i was distracted by my computer :(
hmmm........................................................................
ok i don't have anything else to post already.....off to go for Carrie's birthday celebration! \m/

2011-05-24T19:45:00.001+08:00

Hello people!
recently i have participated in the prep camp organised by SP Social Welfare Club....yesss people, i'm quitting my fencing to join this club because i feel that this CCA is more.............................................reliable? :XXX
anyway, i'm the GL (group leader) and i'm having mixed feelings once again....
when it comes to camp, it all comes down to luck.....luck to see whether you have a group of hyper active and cheerful campers, or those who refuse to participate in any activities probably because they are lazy / they don't want to get themselves dirty / the activities will not make them look cool in front of others..... pardon me by saying that..... but it's the truth O.o
and this time round i really hope that my campers would cooperate and bond well together so at least i could obtain some form of achievement in my life >.<"
so the actual camp is next friday......argh!!! panic!!!! what cheer should i come up with?!??!!?!? ISHHHHHH i need inspiration people, INSPIRATION!!!!!

Jealousy Kills?

2011-05-18T21:47:00.001+08:00

Jealousy is evil. However, i do not deny the fact that sometimes, it is this very jealousy that motivates you to go to greater heights :)

2011-05-14T12:43:00.001+08:00

I wanna be a better person, does anyone of you have any idea? :)

2011-05-09T23:55:00.000+08:00

After what happened today, i just want to submit a short post.
i want to announce this to all my readers...
that i have the best clique in the world....
and how great and awesome you guys are....
and most importantly,
you guys have the best temperament
i know perhaps none of you guys would ever visit my blog...
but i just want to let you guys know about this too.
ok, that's all i have to say ^^

Beatbox

2011-05-05T01:23:00.003+08:00

As what the title says, i would like to dedicate today's post to what my passion has brought me till today - Beatbox
Before i begin on the purpose of today's post, allow me to share with all of you guys abit on how i got to take up beatboxing as my favourite hobby of all time. Pardon me for the usage of my vocabulary because i am not very fluent in my English :)

It started off when i was watchinng a variety program where a beatboxer was featured in the show and i was really inspired by the different instruments which could be played only with his mouth. Since then, i started searching Youtube for videos regarding beatbox to check out many other beatboxers who could produce many more different kinds of music, different types of genres. Thanks to this search, it allowed me to come across different tutorials posted by a variety of amateur beatboxers i took interest in.
So i started hopping from one tutorial to the next as learning was getting increasingly fun and entertaining; the more sounds i could finally make, i desired to learn even more. I was secondary three then.
It was only after the June break when school reopened which i started sharing my new-found talent to my classmates, and i was appreciative that they were amazed by my skills :))
However, in order to get stronger, one needs more practices. As the simple saying goes, practice makes perfect, isn't it? At the same time, that was the start of hard times.
My friends and family listened to me practising everyday, sometimes i would even do it for the whole day without resting. Perhaps any other students attending music classes would not be as enthusiastic as me....the effort that is put in was greater than i imagined, and i admit i was a little bit insane then :))
I had my very first performance which was during the Graduation Night, directly after the O levels examination whereby i beatboxed to the song I'm Yours played by Jordan who was the guitarist..... and believe me......it was really a great night for me to showcase to everyone in front of the stage, so i was really nervous and i screwed up quite abit >.<"
but that motivated me to go even deeper into advanced beatboxing so as to flourish my skill. I just wanted to learn how to produce the same kind of beats which other world-class beatboxers can do :))

Today, almost three and half years have passed.

All my friends seemed to get used and were annoyed by my beatboxing, while others don't even liked my beatboxing, but pretended to like it instead.
A recent comment seemed to have affected me quite abit as well.
As such, that makes me come to the main purpose of today's post.

I apologize for the annoyance i have caused to my friends because it has become a habit in me to beatbox in front of all of you. However, i couldn't stop practising because basically i have already come a long way to what i am today. Therefore, i will stop beatboxing in front of any one of you besides practising with/by myself at home. So perhaps this afternoon would be the last time any of you guys were able to hear it. For some who enjoy listening to my beatbox (hopefully), i'm sorry because i will never do it in front of you ever again and for those who finds it annoying, cheers to you that you would find more peace now that i have made this promise :)

Being Random On A Holiday

2011-05-02T03:02:00.003+08:00

Sorry ladies, this may sounds offending to you, but one thing which i want to declare:

I'm on a diet to get fat :)

and i just came upon this status quoted by Matthew:

fashion fades but style is eternal

- Yves Saint Laurent

I somehow agree with this statement because style is unique to a person whereas fashion may be dynamic and universal, and therefore, it reflects a person's personality but fashion doesn't.
So in other words, fashionists...... sorry to say that, but you have no style :)

2011-05-01T18:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Labour Day to all fellow workers!
I'm just too lazy to do anything right now, so i'm submitting this post just to keep this blog updated!!!!
School has been rather mundane nowadays......i'm starting to get worried of my last year in SP because i'm slacking way too much :(
anyway, there isn't much events occuring for me to write about, so i'm ending from here.
byes readers!~

2011-04-29T00:39:00.000+08:00

Marcus Tham told me that he has lost his sense of humour...well, after hearing a string of nonsensical but funny speeches made by him, I think i'm the one losing my sense of humour instead =.="
oh well, to tell the truth, i have lost it since when i was secondary 4....
my jokes started to get lamer and colder, and eventually they became boring....
oh well, to put it positively, perhaps it's signs of maturity? :)
but that's bad too...
because in about a month's time i will be the Group Leader for the Welfare Services Club camp!!!
how am i going to lead the campers if i were to be dull and boring?!?!?
waaa worried manxzxz.... *headache*

2011-04-26T00:30:00.001+08:00

Just yesterday..........when i was trying out GTA IV which Eng Liang has bought for me as a belated birthday gift, my desktop suddenly hang and i had no choice but to turn off the main switch button manually.
and that was the last time i see the computer hanging, because subsequently when i tried turning it on, the CPU seemed to have malfunctioned....so due to my past experience for the unteempth time, i assume that my graphic card has once again overheated and spoilt..... =.="
a good scolding by my dad was definitely unavoidable....but.....i felt so unfair because this is the first time i'm using this computer to play a game since it last got a graphic card upgrade and it got overheated so easily!!! Can't the repairmen fix a more heat-resistant graphic card for us instead?!?! zzzzZZZZ
anyway, i'm starting to get worried if there are still readers who are reading my blog.....any souls out there, if you are reading this - could you kindly please leave a comment which is just below this post so that at least i know there are still visitors? Please? :)))

PS:Sometimes i wonder....i'm always in a photo that is taken either with my friends, or alone. How long more should i wait before there would be my partner appearing beside me in this photo? =)

2011-04-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

First week of school past by in a flash....
i couldn't even remember any of the names of my lecturers or tutors clearly except for the ones whom have taught me before zzzZZZZ =.="
this is how fast school life goes....it seems as if it was just a few days ago which i enrolled myself into SP, and 2 years have past without any mercy! >.<"
it was only after my ITP which i realised how fun school life can be, compared to the corporate world.
and just when i wanted to finally enjoy my school life, i'm already a third year student!!!!
arghhhh!!!
i think i need to start planning on how to enjoy my last year in school....
i think i have engaged myself too much in my studies that i have neglected the leftover fun days i have in school.
hmm!i have made up my mind! i'm gonna enjoy myself starting this year! hopefully it's not too late =/

2011-04-17T12:51:00.000+08:00

Image above: Karl, founder of Beeconomic Pte Ltd who has just been featured in Straits Times recently for the success of his company, is a successful entrepreneur. It is not InSing or Deal, but him, who first brought the group buying concept into Singapore. It's really a rare opportunity to be able to take a photo with him and i felt privelleged ^^

Another new start, another new year....
school will reopen on Monday, which is tomorrow....
gonna go back to my stressful days, but fear not....
after my ITP, i feel that i learn alot more than what i did in school ^^ so i can handle my schoolwork better now hahahah
and i will miss my colleagues in Groupon, even though i won't miss the work i am given :)
so for now, i'm gonna end my post here....yeah it's a short post, but i think i have already conveyed what i want, so sayonara~
i'm gonna enjoy the last day of my holiday ^^

Some personal stuffs........

2011-04-13T00:28:00.000+08:00

Didn't know why my mom is complaining of her back which is aching very badly. Nothing caused the pain, but whenever she picks herself up from the bed, she would experience a sharp pain at the side of her scapula... I, as a son, can only help her massage everyday.....Hopefully her back would recover soon :)
Anyway, work was usual today, just that there was a blackout because the electricians came to fix some wires for the lights, so everyone came together to discuss in the dark about what facilities they would want to include in this new big office which has a wide open space near the entrance. Male staffs mostly voted for a Xbox 360 or a PS3 while the females voted for either a refridgerator or a hot-drink dispenser....
for me, oh well, interns would not get a chance to vote, especially since i'm leaving by the end of this week >.<"
hopefully in the future Groupon would have its own gaming console for the staffs to play with at their own free time coz that would be totally awesome!!! XD
anyway, gonna catch some sleep already... byes!~

2011-04-11T21:53:00.000+08:00

Old location

New Location!!!

Introducing the company i'm working in - GROUPON!
We've finally moved from Vertex building in Ubi Avenue 3 to HarbourFront !!!
and it's really great to be working in a much spacious and bigger environment ^^
I even have my own work space!!! You should check out the differences from the images above...look how narrow the walk way is at our previous company, compared to the new one.
Sadly, our Co-founder and CEO Chris and Karl were present, but i didn't manage to snap a pic of them because it was blocked by our COO. haha
However, this also marks the last week of my ITP, where i get to experience real working life for the last time before school officially starts next week.
Think i will miss Groupon once i leave...
however, it is also the start of another crazy semester i presume, since it's the final year already..... :(
Therefore, i shall enjoy my last week of work with all my colleagues!!!! (even though i still don't talk much >.<)

2011-04-11T00:01:00.005+08:00

~These are my friends, those who understands one another, those who make me believe that friendship lasts~
WOOOOO~ people, finally.....1 more week to go before school reopens and the end of my ITP ^^
however, i'm having a mixed feeling because i would not say that i won't miss Groupon once i leave, because colleagues there were all very friendly, and also i'm kinda miss school because i will be back with my classmates and people of my age once again ^^
anyway, today i had made a wasted trip with Xuan down to Vivo as well as Orchard just to shop for bags and shoes. Sadly, none of them attracted us and we were just walking aimlessly where time spent could have accomplished other things instead.
so, we left shortly after reaching Orchard.
On Friday, things were different....
i rushed to Justin's house straight after work because i have been invited to his house for steamboat...YAY!~
the food that Xuan bought was great...except he bought too much..
in the end, we had to keep the leftover even after his mom had eaten.
and tomorrow's ITP is slightly different....
WE ARE MOVING TO HARBOUR FRONT!!!!
hahahahaha
looking forward to the office's new look, and our CEO and Co-Founder will be back tomorrow for the opening ceremony of the new location! :)
quite excited to witness everything because not all interns will get to experience this rare opportunity such as the opening ceremony....
sooooo i think i shall go catch some sleep before tomorrow coz i gotta wake up even earlier than before....can't be late!! byes!~
PS: I'm not shallow

2011-04-09T12:21:00.003+08:00

I was waiting at the bus-stop on Thursday after work when suddenly i heard a loud vroom from the engine of a vehicle that seemed to be quite a distance away. Since Ubi is an industrial park, the road was narrow and office buildings and factories were seen at either side of the road. Therefore, the sound was even more amplified as it approached my direction. When i turned to look, a Lamborghini Gallardo LP560-4 (the one in the picture) just zoomed past me like a batman riding in his fully-geared batmobile. Everyone turned to look as if it was something they never seen before because of the roar it generated from its ferocious V10 engine.
After awhile, i saw that same Lamborghini a distance away once again. I guessed the owner just wanted to have fun with his raging bull and so he was speeding and making a loop around Ubi area. Just when he turned into the carpark about 100 metres away, the sound that it generated could still be heard. It was so loud that an aunty standing behind me, didn't manage to spot the raging bull, heard it and looked up. Coincidentally, a BMW drove past and she thought the sound came from it. She told her friend, "Waaa...that BMW so loud....and a woman was driving it..."
I was so wanting to tell her that, "It was the sound of a Lambo, Mdm =.=".......... "
But still...the performance and the style....totally awesome (Y)(Y)

2011-04-03T04:17:00.001+08:00

ARGHHHHH! i have forgotten YUI's birthday!!
anyway, happy belated birthday, YUI , you will always be my number 1 YUI sama! This picture was taken when she was performing her live titled (Hotel Holiday In The Sun) sometime this year, and i personally feel that this is the best shot~
And recently i have been watching a K-drama titled BAKER KING and i find the drama really awesome!
ok i shall update anytime later because it's 4.18am now >.<"
sayonara!~

2011-04-02T02:46:00.001+08:00

Hellow people! as you can see, i have reverted my background back to the default one, because someone has been criticising about my ugly layout. As you can see above, this is the company which i have been working for the past 3 weeks of my itp attachment.
Initially, i destested that place because i couldn't communicate well with them probably due to age gap.
Until now, i think i have adapted slightly to this company, and i found myself enjoying the environment there. Well, communication wise, still got a little bit of problem, but other than that, i'm grateful that everyone there treats me well. I hope that when i get into a real working world, i am able to meet these kinds of colleagues.
And for your information, Groupon isn't any spamming websites which you all would see popping out in other websites. It is the fastest growing industry in the world, as featured in Forbes magazine. So for visitors who are interested in this group-buying site, please subscribe and create an account there and you may enjoy a daily promotion which is totally worth it!
anyway, after-work today was fun because we (Justin, Xuan and Viviene) met up at NEX for dinner.
Was craving for a pizzeria restaurant initially, but we went to MOF instead due to the long queue....zzzZZZ
Had Ramen for the first time since i last visited Sapporo.
And without a doubt, Sapporo's Ramen was obviously better. Nevertheless, we had an enjoyable dinner because it has been quite awhile since we last chatted with one another~ ^^
went for the arcade to try on their newest facility there. And to my surprise, the Daytona we used to play are fitted with a steering-resistance function for racing enhancement, a gear box that is decently new, and a seat which has a light that flashes constantly at the back, and it costs us only $1 per play which was cheaper than those at EHub!!!!
and what's more, NEX has a water-based playground for kids, where it feels like Wild Wild Wet except that it has no pool, and only children were playing.
It even has a playground for dogs at the rooftop and a chill-out area for us teenagers! >.<"
Darn it, i have been missing so much on exploring our Singapore and actually there are still many places which i have yet to discover! That is why i'm hoping to get my driving license soon so that i could bring my friends out for a ride, and to places where we have not yet been before. Sadly, i am too lazy to book my BTT (Basic Theory Test) because everyday when i return home from work is to basically slack and watch my K-Drama (Baker King.....woooot!~)
so i literally have no time to book.
So i shall end my post for now. Hopefully today's post is long enough to keep this blog updated ^^
BYES!~

2011-03-26T14:23:00.000+08:00

PHEW!!! WEEKEND IS FINALLY BACK AGAIN!
however, i'm staying at home because nobody jio me out >.<"
but at least i could watch my kdrama hahaha

2011-03-23T22:01:00.000+08:00

I'm really happy the moment i opened SAS to look at my results. It's been such a long time ever since i'm really that satisfied with my results.
Even though it's not some astonishing straight As, Gpa 4.0, or anywhere near that, i'm happy enough.
because basically sometimes one has to be contented with the results that they receive. And this time, it's more than contented because my efforts put in for the projects have not gone down to waste, which i thought at that time when i came out from the exam hall, disheartened at the thought that i screwed up almost all my papers!!! >.<"
Furthermore, i don't usually pray for my results, but this time round i prayed hard. And now i guess i have more faith in my own religion :)
One of my colleagues, during break, actually said this:
"School results? School result is nothing! You must always remember this, education is only a passport for you to be opened to more career opportunities. Once you are employed, you don't produce result, you are nothing at all."
He was an 8-pointer for his O levels during his teenage years and a double-degree NUS holder. I clarify first so that you readers won't think that he is just a sour grape because he can't obtain any good results in the first place.
Trust me to have such a wise colleague!
True to a certain extent, i feel that his statement makes sense because afterall there is no use if one is unable to perform even though he is good in his academics, isn't it? :)
after that statement, i went home to reflect. And this gives me more motivation to work harder when the school reopens and to look a LITTLE BIT forward to work.
that's all, readers! I do hope there are still people who visit this blog except for those who only visit here to spam on my chat box trying to advertise themselves. HAHA~

2011-03-17T23:37:00.001+08:00

Sorry for the late of update readers because i was either too busy during my ITP or too lazy to update...anyway, Japan's in big trouble. 8.9 massive earthquake followed by raging tsunami. please help to pray for them. I'm sure alot of us love their food there, their cultures, and their scenery. Therefore, there is always hope that we will be able to see the same scenery and the beautiful Japan we once knew. I really miss that place alot since the last time i visited Hokkaido which was during last Christmas. Really hope everyone there stay safe and united. PEACE!

2011-03-06T18:27:00.000+08:00

there are ups and downs in life....
i admit it's really heartbreaking to know that all the effort you have put in will be gone in just an instant once the result doesn't go according to what you want.
It's hurtful...i know..because i have experienced it before....and it's simply unbearable...
but because of that, it will make you stronger in the future
don't be greatly disheartened when you have just received an unsatisfied A Levels result. instead, go further and excel based on your current result, make sure you soar because you know you are stronger now
that's all i want to post for now....
~JIA YOU!~

2011-03-02T12:18:00.000+08:00

Exams are finally over....
and i know my results are gonna drop...
but at least i did overcome my difficulties...
so right now...
waiting for itp and results to be released....
period

2011-02-25T16:54:00.000+08:00

And i always thought life is equal?
People complain or even cry about being stress, this shows that they care. And when they care, they do well in it.
I complain of being stress....yet i still screw up in the end....why is this happening?
and why am i ranting about studies here?
isn't Poly a heaven for all who dislike stress? What's with the neverending rumours that JC will forever be more stressful than Poly? if this is so, why is this the opposite for me?
seriously, i can't cope with 5 memorising and calculation module happening on consecutive days....
i know there are many who are taking the same paper with me....however, i feel that it's just me that i am incapable of coping, that's all.....
it's really disheartening to see the effort i put in for my projects, the results i obtain, to be dragged down by my year-end examinations....
so everything that i put in, it's going back to square one is it?
nevertheless, i won't give up till the last examination ends....
and even if everything ends, trust me.....i won't be looking forward to receiving my results.......
I'm just disheartened, not emo

2011-02-23T22:34:00.001+08:00

I have never been so stressed before in my entire life....
It's really a hectic week...studies have made me turned into a zombie....a living zombie....
i have never felt so worried about my results before....this time round....i think all the As accumulated over the past semester is going down the drain due to my examinations....
screw the screwed up school system to put Blaw and FM in consecutive days....
and what's next, waiting for me are thicker lecture notes expecting me to memorise everything before friday, monday and tuesday...
These are the worst days of my life....i think after this round of examinations, i am back to square one.....nothing's changed at all.....my results will still be a great disappointment once again....
well, i will have to regard my past project results to serve as a CUSHION for me, rather than a BOOST.
sometimes i just hate my life....
why did i work so hard for my own life? isn't it for my future? but why do i always fall at the point where i am so near to my goal? things aren't going smooth for me these days....neither is my mood....
that's it...i'm going to sleep...oops i mean study...

2011-02-14T11:20:00.000+08:00

Can't believe time past by so fast when one is busy.....
12 days have past since i last blogged!!!
sorry for the lack of updates.....
studies have taken over me and right now i'm busy preparing for my year end exams which i am most unconfident of >.<"
fortunately we are given the study break if not i would have died from the exam stress....
anyway, had an enjoyable night at Cheryl's house with the clique for steamboat....
Sadly, no photos were taken on that night...but we spent most of the time eating and playing poker which was kinda...fun? HAHA
so thanks once again Cheryl for the invitation....although i doubt anyone would visit my blog.....
and so here's the short post to keep this blog updated :)
hope every poly students can do well in their exams and good luck to me too.....
back to studies!!~

2011-02-02T17:34:00.001+08:00

Finally it's the Eve of Chinese New Year....and finally i am able to take a good break.....
and it's really great to receive a satisfactory Financial Management result after a chain of depressing days.....
of course, there are sure people who didn't do well, but fear not.........there is always the next paper to pull it back on track :)))
Once again, let's drop this boring subject and focus on something happier :)
went to catch The Green Hornet this morning......
After tonnes of bad review, however, i feel that this movie is great!!!! XD
alot of comedy and action scenes which is my ideal type of movie, even though the ending is rather predictable O.o
we went to have BBQ Chicken with my clique afterwards, but i think Astons is much nicer ^^
hahahahaha
anyway, can't wait for CNY because everyone is visiting one another.....well, don't know why many people always say, "SIANZZZZZ GO VISITING....SO BORING..." zzzzZZZZZZZZZ
To me, visiting is great, because we only do it once a year....so i think we should instead look at it at a brighter side XD
probably after this festive period, it's gonna be long days of depression and torture again.........
Wednesday....it's a day which i'm not looking forward to...
not gonna blog about it, just having a mixed feeling on that day.....
anyway, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR IN ADVANCE!!!!!!!!

2011-01-30T12:04:00.001+08:00

Something amazing just happened which i ought to share with all~
as you guys know, i have been rather depressed because i screwed up most of my presentations, test and even failed my interview (yes i didn't get through =.=")
so i decided to submit a sad post 2 days ago....
i spent about an hour typing out a long post and touching up on my grammar
and guess what...upon clicking the "Publish Post" button, it was followed by THE PAGE CANNOT BE DISPLAYED...and i was already getting furious because even blogger is mocking at my pathetic state...and when the page can finally be displayed, my long emo post was already gone...and it didn't even auto-saved my draft.....it just mysteriously disappeared
During that time, i was already on the verge of slamming my laptop (which i didn't)
Now when i think about it, perhaps GOD doesn't want me to look down on myself and therefore, preventing me from submitting that post?
fyi i do not have any religious beliefs so i can't possibly have a GOD....so is it a miracle?
maybe i was thinking too much.....
However, after this incident, perhaps i would like myself more now....
problems can't be resolved just by venting all out.....sometimes it takes the courage and determination to overcome these obstacles
therefore, i am not going to give up......
cause giving up are for losers~

2011-01-23T11:36:00.000+08:00

It's generalised that whenever weekend comes, everyone will put away all their busy schedules and assignment, party all the way till midnight...
well, it's not always true....
i'm stuck here revising for my FM test which will commence on Tuesday, and also to prepare for my HRM presentation which falls on the same day....
and that's the main reason why i seldom update my blog...
anyway, let's put all the stress aside and concentrate on the fun part :)
photos of Hokkaido are uploaded in my Facebook, so i actually kept my promise to spend some time putting them up for everyone to see ^^
and one more thing...i have just started on Dream High not long ago....and for those who have not yet heard before, it's a korean drama that is going to be broadcasted in KBS soon...
and why i like this drama?
of course it's because of SUZY!
i think she's pretty HOT and beauuuuutiful
well, any other words to describe her? perhaps my vocab is not strong enough to think of any other sophisticated words...... >.<"
and on the other note,
CONGRATZ TO YUI ONCE AGAIN ON YOUR NEW SINGLES!!!!!
it's called (It's My Life) by the way, and i totally love her new outfit in her MV ^^
anyway, so here's the short post for the day.....stay tuned readers, don't forget: this blog never dies unless blogspot dies~
have a great day :D

2011-01-16T03:00:00.000+08:00

HEY PEOPLE! JUST A REMINDER!! THIS BLOG NEVER DIES!!!!
hahahahaha i'm currently lacking in updates because i'm being spammed with numerous projects to complete.....
i think it's gonna be further hiatus in the future because right now it's really taxing and stressful for me...but no worries, i will try my best at least to update okay?
hahaha i bet none of my friends would visit this blog because i am inactive....but afterall, this blog is for me to look at and appreciate right? Nevertheless, hope that there would still be readers though..... =(
and what a nice timing.....
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MATT!!!!!
friday's dinner was just splendid.....hope our clique will forever be there and never fall apart.....it's really great to see them once again...........miss them loads.....cheeers

2011-01-03T22:33:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to me~*

2011-01-02T15:43:00.002+08:00

Sorry readers for the lack of updates!!!!
by the way, just came back from Hokkaido 3 days ago....and i swear, it was one of the best countries i have ever visited....and it was my first time to experience a white Christmas there ^^
photos will be uploaded soon ^v^ ( I hope i have the time....)
and Happy New Year to all my readers!!~
sorry it's abit late because i was out last night with my 3 welfare clubbers, Jin Hong, Dixon and Leon ^^
and thanks once again for the surprise people, it caught me off guard...hahah~
and for my new year's resolution, it will of course be studies first, followed by family, relationship, and friendship
i would like to wish everyone a happy and blessed new year!
lastly, as today will mark the end of the school holidays for all polytechnics, i would like to wish everyone (including myself) good luck for the coming end-of-year examinations, even though it is still far haha :D
hopefully i would be able to survive through the MST results too ^^

2010-12-16T23:26:00.003+08:00

I ought to bang myself, head first, into the wall!!!
was very tired even though i woke up at around 10 am in the morning....
perhaps this is the syndrome which many people claim that it occurs only during the holidays...
was so tired that i went back to sleep in the noon and ignored the leftover projects given to me, which i promised to complete by today....
well, gotta start now so that at least i have done my part in the project ^^
which means i have to sacrifice my K-Drama tonight...argh >.<"
speaking of K-Drama, i have started on a brand new episode titled "Marry Me, Mary" or "Mary Stayed Out All Night"....ok.....it's a weird title to me, but it's starred by Jang Geun Suk so perhaps it's a great drama ^^
well, nights readers..gotta start and end early so that i can wake up on time tomorrow to shop.....hehe~

2010-12-16T01:19:00.001+08:00

Had a tiring day ....shan't elaborate much about how tired i was from waking up early to projects thereafter.....because it's kinda boring to talk about studies here.....
anyway, it's kinda sad actually to hear people talking about how sad or how happy they are with their partners, because i have never got myself one before.....however, it's really funny to see how couples were so loving in the past, how much the girl compliment her boyfriend in front of her friends, and soon after when they broke, they started hating each other, saying bad stuffs about them behind their backs....
so when it comes to this point, the question of the day is: Is it worthwhile to have a relationship? o_O
for me, i would always tell my friends of this ridiculous, yet rational mindset: GIRLS ARE ALL LIABILITIES; in order to please girls, you have to plan and get everything ready just to get her to notice you....and when she arrives, you have to get it RIGHT to get her to be impressed by you.....and when she accepts you, you have to maintain the relationship by ensuring her that she still loves you....wow...i could even compose a poem out of this....so to me, it's really troublesome, considering the costs and the time......in business, i'm sure the word Opportunity Cost is too common to be used.....but in this case, you could take the time to love YOURSELF instead, which is by purchasing all the stuffs that you fancy using the money which is otherwise be used on your partner....
well, on the other hand, life starts to get boring after one has enjoyed what he/she wants with their own money....and that's when the thought of a relationship kicks in...usually during common scenarios when i am alone, i would think all sorts of issues, of course including relationships...girls DO spice up men's lives without a doubt; by encouraging him and cheering him on to achieve what he wants, by annoying him even when he's trying to fall asleep, by chatting with him till late at night which deprives him of his games with his social group of friends, by being with him when he needs someone to talk to, and many more.....
There are many pros and cons which can't outweigh each other.....so therefore, it's best to rely on fate.....
and fear not that i am mad or despo because i have submitted a weird post today......
i'm merely stating about how i feel towards relationship despite the fact that i'm turning 19 soon in less than a month >_<"....
well, hopefully fate allows me to find another half nevertheless.... \/*PEACE*\/

2010-12-15T00:27:00.000+08:00

Another mundane and lonely day has past....
i was basically cooping myself up at home either gaming or eating.....
haizz.....
talking about eating, i aspire to be fat (girls don't blame me for saying that but hell yeah i want to be fat)...
however, my body just refused to accept any cholestrol............so how am i going to get fat? Argh~
anyway, this year's coming to an end very soon, and what does this tell you? i'm turning 19 soon =.="
that doubles my misery.....
i can't really remember my resolution during the last year's New Year Countdown, so for this year's countdown, i guess i probably know what it's gonna be ^^
And when i say gaming at home earlier, it's really pathetic....the truth is.....i do not have any nice games to play with...so what's left on my laptop is either Left for Dead 2 or Dota....worst still....i even resorted to Neopets.... =.="
what an interesting life i have eh? hahaha.....
hopefully tomorrow will be a better day for me, because i'm finally going out!!! yay!!!!!!!.......................... TO DO PROJECT.............zzzZZZ
but at least i can do SOMETHING instead of rotting at home.....argh!
to me, this is what portrays my life.....when it is near the exams period, i would DREAD about it, hoping it would end as soon as it started....and when everything finished, life starts to get dulled and i would want school to start sooner so that i could at least have a goal to achieve.....it's a neverending cycle which implies not only to me, but i reckon it's towards everyone else, yeah?
Starting from next week, i am going on an overseas trip with my family, FINALLY.....
it's been ages ever since we last travelled to somewhere further than Malaysia together....
the last time i could remember was when i was primary 6! o_O
well i should consider myself lucky because there are many others who do not even get the chance to go, much less with their families.......
however, that's not the issue which i want to bring up....in fact, it is this weird feeling which causes me not to look forward to the holidays, and the main reason is because there are still projects for me to finish....YESS BLAME ME READERS FOR MY FOOLISHNESS.........Is it just me or does this usually happen to everyone else?
i am the sort of person who doesn't like to dump everything aside, enjoy and relax first and then worry later....perhaps it's the sense of responsibility instilled within me which forbids me to do so?
so i guess i'm really glad that i'm actually going to do project tomorrow so that at least i can have a peace of mind before i depart :)
and YEAH i dare to brag about the strong sense of responsibility....perhaps it's in my blood by my ancestors?O_o
Doubled by the worries of my MST, it has really ruined my mood for any trips currently, because i feel that i have performed below par this time round, despite the fact that i memorised and studied hard for every module......
Phew! feel better after spilling everything out instead of bottling everything up....guess blogspot is my best confidant because basically it never replies to me..haha!
Nevertheless, i hope i can enjoy this trip with my family and ignore all these worries, because it would probably be another long period of time before we can travel together again in the future :)

2010-12-13T12:56:00.000+08:00

Well, it's already Monday and time is still going past quickly.....
i'm not even sure whether i enjoy this holiday, because we have to prepare for next term's stressful projects and the end of year examinations.....haizzz.....what a troublesome year.....
anyway, i have finally done my drawings ^^
now it's just abit of touch up then it's all done !! haha
guess i'm not gonna work this holiday.....AGAIN >.<"
because i'm going overseas and i have to do some work before i go so that at least i don't feel bad ^^
it's been a long long time ever since my family decided to go somewhere further rather than Malaysia to visit my grandma
hopefully i can enjoy this trip because i reckon it's gonna be a long time before i can travel overseas together with my family again in the future :(
Last of all, i hope that my MST results will be acceptable so that my hardwork is still worthwhile....well, HOPEFULLY...... haizzzzzz........ =.="